This was his thing. Whenever I got home from school, he’d come barreling across the yard like a missile of muscle and joy, leaping up and wrapping those massive paws around me like I’d been gone for weeks, not hours. People joked he thought he was human. Honestly? He kind of was.
I named him Duke, but we rarely used names. He knew what I needed without words—when I was mad at the world, when I cried behind the shed, when I didn’t feel like talking to anyone but him.
We grew up together.
I don’t even remember what the fight was about that morning. Something dumb. I was rushing out, yelling at Mom, didn’t pet him like I usually did. Just stormed off, backpack swinging, headphones in.
That afternoon, when I returned home, I expected the usual joyful greeting. I opened the door and called out for him like I always did, “Duke! Where are you, buddy?”
But there was nothing. No excited thumping of paws on the hardwood floor, no scrabble of claws as he raced to greet me. I looked around the house, confused. It was as if something was wrong.
“Duke?” I called again, my voice shaking this time.
I walked through the hallway, checking the kitchen, the living room, and then finally the back door. It was open, just a crack. I stepped outside and called his name once more, but nothing. That’s when I felt it—the pit in my stomach that told me something wasn’t right.
I rushed across the yard, heading for the area where we used to play. It was by the old oak tree, the one with the tire swing. That’s where Duke and I would hang out for hours—he’d fetch sticks, I’d tell him everything on my mind. But today, it was silent. I kept calling his name as I walked deeper into the yard, my heart pounding faster with every step.
Then I saw him.
Duke was lying on the ground, not moving. My heart skipped a beat, and I ran to him. “Duke?” I whispered, kneeling beside him. I could barely breathe as I checked for signs of life, my hands shaking. His body was warm, but there was something… off.
I leaned closer, and that’s when I noticed it—the blood. There was a trail leading away from where he lay, and it hit me like a ton of bricks.
“No, no, no…” I muttered, my hands scrambling for my phone. I dialed Mom’s number in a panic, my voice barely coming out.
“Mom, it’s Duke—something’s wrong!” I couldn’t even explain. I didn’t know how to.
She was home within minutes, but by the time she arrived, it was already too late. Duke had passed. The moment she saw me on the ground, holding him, her face turned pale. She kneeled next to me, pulling me into her arms as I sobbed. It felt like the world had just gone dark.
But as I cried, something gnawed at me. It was hard to shake the feeling that there was something I wasn’t seeing. I couldn’t understand how it happened. Duke was healthy, strong, full of life. So why now? Why so suddenly?
Later that night, Mom and I sat together, trying to piece together what happened. It wasn’t until I went back outside to the area where I found him that I noticed something strange.
A discarded piece of metal. It was small, but I recognized it instantly. It was part of the fence, one that had been broken a few months ago when the storm hit. The repair had never been completed. The sharp edge of the metal stood out against the grass, and I froze.
I walked closer and saw more pieces scattered along the ground. My mind raced, and it finally clicked. Duke had likely run into the metal, maybe while chasing after a stick or some other distraction. The cut had caused internal bleeding, and that was what ultimately took him from me.
I felt a cold rush of anger—at myself, at the situation, and at the fact that I never finished fixing the fence. If I had, if I’d been more careful, maybe Duke would still be here with me.
But the anger didn’t last long. A deeper sadness took its place. I wasn’t just grieving the loss of Duke; I was grieving the missed moments, the opportunities I had to show him how much I cared. I regretted that I had stormed off that morning without giving him the attention he deserved.
It was a lesson I would never forget: the importance of the small moments, the everyday moments, the ones you think will always be there but aren’t. I never imagined I’d lose Duke so suddenly, and I never thought it would be because of something so preventable.
A few weeks passed, and while the pain of losing Duke never completely went away, something unexpected started to happen. The whole experience had brought my family closer together. I wasn’t as angry with Mom anymore. We had both found ways to move forward in our own way, and even though Duke was gone, we made an effort to be more present, more mindful of the time we had left with each other.
And then one day, just as I thought I had processed everything, something strange happened. I was walking home from school when I noticed a dog in the yard next door. He looked a lot like Duke. Same build, same fur. I couldn’t help myself—I walked up to the fence and called out to him.
The dog perked up and bounded over to the fence. I could see the spark in his eyes, and for a moment, it was like seeing Duke again. My heart skipped a beat, but I quickly pushed the thought away. I didn’t want to replace him. I didn’t want to feel like I was trying to forget him.
But the dog wasn’t the only thing that caught my attention. As I stood there, watching him, I noticed something else: the metal fence in the yard next door was in terrible condition. The same broken pieces that had caused Duke’s injury were there, just waiting to cause more harm. I felt a surge of adrenaline, and without thinking, I knocked on the door.
The woman who answered was kind but taken aback by my sudden appearance. I explained the situation—the reason I was so concerned about the fence—and she was surprisingly understanding. “Thank you for telling me,” she said, her voice soft. “I had no idea it was in such bad shape. I’ll have it fixed right away.”
It wasn’t a huge fix, but it meant the world to me. I didn’t want another dog, another animal, to suffer the same fate as Duke. I’d learned the hard way that the smallest things—things that seem insignificant—can change everything.
The karmic twist came not just from taking action but from realizing something that was hard to admit: I hadn’t just learned how to love Duke more in the end. I had learned how to love and care for the world around me more, too. Sometimes, the hardest lessons are the ones that hurt the most.
That day, I went home, and I didn’t just think of Duke. I thought about all the things I could do, all the moments I could appreciate. I didn’t want to wait for more regrets.
And that’s the message I want to leave with you: sometimes, life gives us these painful moments, these shocking twists, to remind us how precious time is. Take a moment today to look around you—whether it’s a family member, a friend, or even your pet. Cherish them. Don’t wait for tomorrow. And don’t let small things slip by because you never know when they’ll be gone.
