I used to avoid mirrors. Photos. Even hugs. At my heaviest, I felt like I was shrinking inside myself while…
Author: CelebTrap Staff
We took this photo three months before everything fell apart. I remember setting the timer on my phone, rushing to…
People love to say I “gave her up.” Like I just walked away. Like it was easy. Like I didn’t…
I used to think open adoption would be confusing. Messy. Maybe even painful. Why let the birthparents stay involved? Wouldn’t…
When the caseworker called and said Jackson was going home, I froze. I knew this day might come. Foster placements…
You don’t expect silence from your own child. Not after birthdays, bedtime stories, late-night hospital visits, and a thousand packed…
We were supposed to bring a baby home that weekend. Her name was already on the nursery wall. We had…
We were just sitting on the couch. Nothing dramatic, no hospital monitors or dim lighting. Just sunlight pouring in through…
I wasn’t even supposed to be there. My coworker bailed last minute, and I only went for the free wine…
I used to think grief was just sadness. A lot of crying, quiet mornings, maybe some old music that makes…